Tuesday, June 1, 2010

So...what's next?

Summer is finally here...for me anyway. Graduatated last weekend with my friends and family there to cheer me on. What a wonderful feeling!

Had my first REAL sub job the day after I graduated. Boy, did I learn a lot! Like I need go buy some candy stat, so I can bribe the kids to listen to me haha.




Visited my first graders for their Patriotic Program and felt like a proud parent HAHA. It was soo cool to see it come together after I had helped out with practices and they did such a great job! And it was so great to see all of them again. It never gets old to hear "Miss. Sengebusch, we missed you!" I felt like a disney princess who had to take pictures with all the little kids. Everytime I turned around another student was asking me to take a picture with them. Seriously makes me feel so loved :)




Memorial day was fun. There is NOTHING better than laughing with friends.

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Fieldtrip

Today was so much fun!
Today was my first fieldtrip as a teacher. It was a little weird being on the other side...the authority figure. Still had a ton of fun though. I was in charge of six kids while we had lunch at Seaport Village and went to the children's museum downtown. It is so awesome to see students being kids instead of an outcome of learning objectives. For instance, the little boy who just came from Iraq and has never been to school before. He's always so serious and walks around with his hands in his pockets all day. The other day the kids were all singing and dancing to a silly song and as much as I tried to get him to participate, he just kept shaking his head and waving his finger "no" at me, almost like he was embarrased to act silly in front of everyone. Today he actually acted like a kid. He joined right in when I let the kids roll around in the grass and had a pillow fight. He was laughing and giggling along with all the other kids. So fun to watch!
I also discovered that I have a new favorite kid in class haha. We played I Spy to and from the museum and he rocked at it.

Monday, April 19, 2010

almost done...

MY PACT IS DONE AND TURNED IN.
Where has the time gone? It seriously feels like I just started the program and they began to warn us about the dreaded PACT and now it's turned in. wow.
In other news, I had my Camp Beyond the Scars interview last Thursday and it went really well :) Sam and I have orientation next month and we are so excited! It sounds like it is going to be a blast. The Relay for Life was on Saturday and I just have to say that I LOVE OUR LITTLE TOWN. I love the feeling of community. It was so nice to see people I haven't seen in a while and Alanna and I had a great time together as always :)

Monday, April 12, 2010

its the thought that counts... right?

Today was my first day back from spring break and boy could I use another week. Coming back to school today it kind of felt like there was no break because we jumped right into our routines. These kids are REALLY growing on me and I felt like I had some really cool breakthroughs today.


First off, about two weeks before the break, we got a "newcomer" in our class. A newcomer is someone who is new to the country. He didn't speak a lick of English and had never attended school before so he didn't know how to draw or even hold a pencil. In the beginning there was a lot of shrugging (since its a universal sign) because neither one of us could understand what the other was saying in our native language. But I am amazed at how quickly kids are able to pick up language! Today he totally surprised me and we made awesome progress in math. I helped him learn how to write numbers 0-9 and even how to count objects in English. It was one of those moments that I was so excited to be a teacher because you could just see the learning going on inside his head.


The second cool moment was with this little boy who actually scares me...because you never know what he is going to do next. He beats up on his classmates and has actually come after a teacher...and he's in first grade. His emotions are all over the place and he is very unpredictable and paranoid. Today we were reading a story together in the back of the class and he noticed another student look back in his direction so he yelled, " Why you looking at me?!!" Then out of nowhere he started to cry about not being able to join a rotation group (that happens later in the afternoon), put his head down on the table, but in the next instant, he lifted his head up, no tears and started talking about something else. Anyway, so my master teacher told him that if he could finish reading the story with me, he could help me stack some homework. He was a completely different child while he was helping me. This child is a menace to have in class, disrupts others, picks fights, yells, and is all around disrespectful, but when he was helping me, he turned into a working machine! He was all business, no fooling around. It was actually really cute. I would hand him a pile of papers that he needed to organize and stack and then he would go back around to all the different piles and make sure they were perfectly straight. For some reason he reminded me of a little business man and we worked well together as a team. It's amazing what kids can do when they feel important and needed. He comes from a terrible home life where I have heard there is physical abuse and a serious lack of love which is I'm sure why he acts out in school. But the moment he is given a little praise and an "important" job to do, he totally and completely rose to the challenge.


Lastly, I love that in the younger grades, kids love their teacher no matter what and love to do nice things for them. On our way walking the kids out to lunch, two students gave my master teacher a dandilion and a flower. So sweet. Seeing that kind gesture, this very sweet, quiet little girl in my class wanted to do the same thing for me. So when I came to pick the kids up from lunch, she hands me a weed she'd picked out. It's the thought that counts, right?

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

LOVE

When I was in high school, I remember having a favorite word of the moment. Sounds weird, I know. But there would be words that I would just be fascinated with. One time it was the word "amazing." There was just something about that word that I thought was awesome. Well, I have a new favorite word of the moment. I absolutely adore (that was another word I liked) the word LOVE. It's really not just a word though; It's an action. LOVE fascinates me. God's love for me, a mother's love for her child, love shown through friendship, or even love shown to a complete stranger through an act of kindness. I really can't think of anything on this earth more perfect than LOVE. It's "amazing!" I really can't express how much LOVE intrigues me right now, so I might come back and update this later, but for now I'll leave you with this...



"Though I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give away all I have, and if I deliver up my body to be burned, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, endures all things. Love never ends...faith, hope, and love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love."
1 Corinthians 13:2-8, 13


Easier said than done. Can you replace your name with love in verses 4-8? And even though it might be difficult to replace our name with love in ALL of the verses, isn't that exactly what we expect and sometimes demand of everyone else?


Challenge/Objective: To live a life full of LOVE.

Monday, March 8, 2010

Student Teaching

Today was the second to last day of methods classes but there was a very real feeling of it all ending, in a sad way. I am really going to miss seeing those girls everyday and going through so much with them. I took some pictures of our art lessons that were hung around the classroom...


We also got handed back one of our papers today and I had been dreading getting this paper back because I just had it in my head that I failed it. I was preparing for the worst (as I often did at UCSD) and was completely shocked when I found out I got an A on it! Why do I doubt myself? It made me realize today how little I believe in myself sometimes and I need to have more confidence. Because if I don't have confidence in myself, who will? I did really well in high school, but when I got to UCSD I would often think, "How did I get here?" I felt like all my confidence in my academic abilities was stripped of me at UCSD. I never did that well on papers, no matter how hard I tried or how many hours I put into it. I learned to expect the worst so that I wouldn't be too disappointed when I got my grades back. But this year in the credential program has started to change that. I'm doing what I love and enjoy and it's showing in my work. I feel good about myself, academically, again. I feel like I CAN do it and I AM smart enough. This year has been such an eye opener for me and I will always look back at this program with fond memories, not too mention all the friends I have made. The PACT is yet to come, but I feel like I have more confidence in myself to do well on it. Bring it on!

Friday, March 5, 2010

Storm Chasing

Heather posted pictures and a video from our day of storm chasing :)